Why are you writing? to
impress someone that you admire most? Because you have to write something to
your boss? Because you wanna be a famous writer? Because everyone is writing
and it seems cool to be one of them? Well, I believe that we might have
different reasons why we’re writing. For me, I’m writing not only because my
job require me to write regularly nor because most of my best friends are
writers but it because I believe that writing could help me heal my my soul.
Yeah, I know you might start thinking that I’m kinda weird but let me tell you
my secret; writing is kinda affordable-inexpensive cure for my pain. Still no
sense, uh? Believe me or not but so far it works for me!
I started writing since
I was in elementary and I love it most till now. I wrote about any single thing
that happened to me; things that I saw but somehow people didn't pay any
attention on it. For some people, it might kinda useless but I found it’s fun.
I can write anything; good and bad things, my cynical thoughts, craziest ideas
and even to criticize myself. However, writing then became my positive way to
escape from “the reality”. Somehow I found that reality and fantasy become blur
every time I start writing, seems like both are in the same line and yeah, I
became trance sometimes! I tend to be a free-totally honest to myself; I stop
pretend that I was okay once I wasn't, stop act that I strong enough but deeply
inside I was in kinda fragile-heart situation and to be honest, it help me to
deal with my awkward moments easily yet release my anxiety.
Moreover, every time I
facing similar situation, I found that I re-read what I wrote in previous time,
it always help me to feel better; I always get more clear thinking about the
situation that I’m facing on and stop blaming others. Besides, it help me to
grow up, being a wise (wo)man day by day. But the most important, I always
realize that once I start writing, it always difficult for me to stop even I
have to ;)
Anyway, since it’s been
quite long for a note.. let me tell you something before I end this note up..
when you start writing just stop thinking whether you make a good piece or the
opposite.., stop worrying about what will people think about your note and the
most important.. just be honest to yourself; write every single thing that
cross in your mind and be you! Use your own style, no need to copycat other’s
style and yeah.. you’ll find that your words will heal your soul.. trust me ;)
ps:
you might find this post in another blog site, yes..to be truth, I just re-post what i wrote in another blog site...I was post it on January 26, 2014 but I hope it still relevant for nowadays.. :)
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